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The Storm Of Betrayal
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An Original Poem by ANGELBRNEYES
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The rain pours down on the roof,
Pounding on the windowpanes
The wind howls and causes the trees to bow
Shivers of cold and fright coarse through my body
The storm of hurt and pain wrenching my heart into
I try to fight it, to no avail
It rages through my body,
Dragging me down to the depths of hell
I reach out for you, but you are not there
Once again I suffer alone
The dreams turn to nightmares
My heart shattered to pieces
My body crumpled on the floor
Death would be a blessing
Tears pouring from my unbelieving eyes
Please let this be a dream
I can't handle this pain
Love has become my enemy
What have I done to deserve this cruelty
My life passes before my tear filled eyes
Nowhere do I see anything to deserve such hurt
The storm rages outside
Drawing up into a ball, praying for death
The dull blade of reality, a knife continually stabbing my heart
The slap of betrayal striking me in the face
Trying so hard to get up off the floor
My legs will not cooperate
The kick of being used striking in my midsection
I crumple back to the floor
Seeing all the familiar things, but nothing is real
A deafening roar in my ears, the only sound I hear
The sweet words of love, you spoke to another
How do I go on, life has no meaning?
Surely god will be merciful and let me die
Finally the numbness retreats enough for me to rise
Forcing one foot In front of the other
Facing you, the letter in my hand
Your sweet voice saying you have deep feelings for her
The small bit of control I had drains from my body
My brain screams, NO NO NO!
But the eyes I have always adored tell me it is so
On my hands and knees I beg you not to go
My love for you is real, hers is not
I confront her with what she has done
She was just using you
No she does not love you or want you
Nor even desire you for a moment more
How does it feel my love?
The storm rages on
Lightening striking, wind howling
Rain drops pounding on the roof
How could you have been such a fool?
To think something as pathetic as her
Could ever love anyone but herself
Never a thought as to the hurt and pain she'd caused
The trust I had in you may never return
The price you pay for believing in a heartless bitch
Was it worth it my love?
We stay together words of love are spoken
But do they have the same meaning as before?
What was once sweet and meant only for each other
Was given to another
The words that once made my face light up with smiles
Now cause stabs of pain to my heart
The prayer that someday things will be the same
Will never be answered
The storm of betrayal never goes away
You retreat into your world of guilt
And I into my world of pain
Maybe someday the storm will subside my love
But not today
Written by:
Angelbrneyes
May 2000
Copyright © 1998-2003 PATRICK'S UNIVERSE All rights reserved.
Created by Patrick Rotcivz, 3rd October, 1998
Page created on 05/07/2000, recreated 20/12/2003
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